2day suppose 2be a happy family day as vr planned 2go shopping n get cny clothes…i cant reli rmbr how many yrs v whole family nvr go out 2geda,which is since my dad havin financial pb…
but then our whole day ended up stayin at home wit reli bad mood…v reli hav2 "thanx" those rich ppl 4ruined our nice weekend…all da rich ppl cum n sat down n started scolding my dad 4everythg…although i dun lik my dad dat much,i stil feel pity 4him…wat hav he done dat made them treat him lik tis???i reli dun understand,everythg dat happened was bcoz of both side fault,y r they scolding onli my dad???
well,i can act ans 4them,juz bcoz vr not as rich as them!!!
mum said tis is wat normally hapen in tis world…rich ppl play da whole game n v can onli get bully…i noe dat but they r our family,izit stil da same no matter how close r v?izit everythg wil be bad if it is related 2money?hate dat alot!!!
sunday again n i hav2 wake up early in da morning,go help my dad…after dat,i accompany my mum go cut her hair,but me n my sis end up changing our hair style as well…
i suppose 2keep my hair long coz dat’s wat i plan 2do long time ago…but i juz dun hav da patience 2wait 4it 2be long ler…so i cut it short,coloured n highlighted dy…i was abit shocked wit da result,not dat i dun lik it,but i juz feel its ok onli,not dat nice lor…sad…wasted my mum de money…
i juz luv my sis de hair colour,although she luv mine…haha…v shud exchange lor…
v wasted 4hours in da saloon n then went back home…took bath then get ready 2go 4a wedding dinner…i noe i wun enjoy da dinner 4sure coz all da rich ppl wil b there as well…
v reached there quite early…’thanx’ 2my dad who keep asking us 2be faster…waited 4so long 4dinner man!!!
but it was kinda fun coz da rich ppl dun get 2sit da main table…they reach later than us wat…i nvr talk 2them,act as if i din c them…its bad but dat’s all bcoz of their attitude…i hate them 4treating us lik dat…juz bcoz vr not as rich as them,juz bcoz v havin financial pb,tis does not mean dat they can bully us…
everytime when my dad n his brother quarrel,all the others wil blame us…they cum 2our hs n scold us,ask us 2apologise n make everythg back 2normal…but y shud v??v did ntg wrong!!!
my grandfather oso another useless ppl…he noe dat his another son owaz cheat my dad but he juz din do anythg…juz bcoz they r rich…wat da…then he wil refuse 2celebrate cny wit all of them,n v wil b da1 they blame…
4them,they can onli c money…there is onli money in their eyes…ntg is more important…they nvr noe wat’s da feeling owaz hav2 sit aside wheneva there is any dinner goin on…they duno how is da feelin when da whole big family sit 2geda n no1 bother u…
argh…as long as i no nit 2face them gain,i wil be reli happie…
曾经以为恋爱就是很单纯的互相喜欢，互相依赖，互相倾诉，互相陪伴。。。但是原来它并不是那么简单的一件事。。。
曾经很向往恋爱，我希望伤心的时候有人陪伴；开心的时候有人分享，但是现在我开始迟疑了。。。
开始认为，恋爱是很复杂的。。。它是种麻烦，是个负担。。。
我真的不懂，我也不想懂了。。。
发生了这样的事，我真的不知道怎样做才是正确的。。。
现在的我只想躲在自己的世界里，我只想自私的逃避一切，希望会没事。。。现在也只能祈祷没事了。。。
i reli reli dun understand…i tot u oredi learn from da mistake,i tot dat wont hapen again,i tot ntg ever worse can hapen,but now thgs turn out 2be worse than wat u did laz time…everythg bcum so complicated…
reli speechless,i duno wat else can i say so i juz pretend ntg hapen…
i reli dun wan dat 2hapen again…i stil can rmbr how dat nightmare made us suffer…
but i noe i cant blame u…i beg dat wun ever hapen again…i juz hope everythg wil b fine very soon…
lol..finally can use my comp n on9 dy…
alot of assignments haven finish la….
haiz…ntg much 2say bout 2day…juz another moody day la…
feel so sorry 4 every1 le…
i get angry very easily n my mood swings la…
i hate tis me!!!
another week gone…here cum weekend…
reli borin stay at home everyday facin da pig le…
after dat day quarrel n fight wit him,he juz show face 2me n nvr talk 2me…
but nvm la,i dun mind as long as he giv me money 2spend n fetch me…
he tot i oredi ntg but act i stil damn angry wit him…nvr ever 4get his stupid face when he beat me n tryin 2throw thgs 2me…i din do anythg wrong but juz sayin da truth…
after dat i even apologize but he juz keep on scoldin…wat da…
reli feel lik cant breath stayin under one roof wit him,o even breathin the same air as him…
argh..when can i stay away from him???
tis sunday,hav2 go klang wit his father,as in mua grandfather summore…two of them is da same type of ppl..nvr respect others n think wat they do is da rite thg n they nvr go wrong…
duno la,dun feel lik goin wit him…dun feel like seeing him at all…
dun think dat he ever treat me as his grandaughter…all of tis hapen juz bcoz im a gal,n not a guy…
now he even dun like me coz all the other cousins chose science courses 2study n he think i shud do dat as well as i got kinda gud results…
every1 think dat im stupid 2choose business but they nvr think of how i feel…
sumtimes reli tired facin all da uncle n aunty xpecially my father’s side…i noe they r rich n vr not but vr still human beings le…
wat can i say le…all bcoz of him ppl look down at us n think vr useless…
i wun bother wat they think o how they treat us now…i juz wish dat one day v wil be rich n show them v can b like them as well…
是时候对你彻彻底底的死心了。。
好烂哦！我用了不到一个月的时间喜欢上你，却花了好几个月的时间犹豫，直到现在才真正下定决心要放手。。。
不能否认直到现在我还是会受你影响，但是我真的真的会学着放手。。。我会尽我所能，把你彻底的赶出我的生活。。。
只是我很疑惑的是，为什么每次就在我认为自己已经能够释怀的时候，你就会再次和我联系上。。。
好烦哦！拜托你，别再出现在我的视线里了，可以吗？我就快要被你搞疯了！
家里现在已经够烦了，我不想再想这么多，希望我的生活赶快恢复正常，那就够了。。。
haiz…started new sem 1 week plus 1 day dy,but im stil in holiday mood la,miss mua holiday eventhough its kinda borin…hehe…still haven prepare my mind 4all da business stats,ecn n acc notes le…
nvr do mua hw 4ecn,acc n bst la oso,no time 2do at all coz i slept 4da whole day on laz saturday…then on sunday,force by my mum 2go help da pig in da market…stupid de la,helped him 4da whole morning n in the end he scolded me juz coz small matter…i reli…speechless…
da brainless pig made me no mood 2study,he owaz cause pb n spoil every1’s mood,reli duno how shud i face him ady…
i noe dat i did sth wrong dat day but he scolded sth else which is not related…idiot!!!then my bro wana play comp n he ask him 2pay him,wat da…tak tahu malu punya org la,not dat he bot da comp,he nvr contribute any cent 2tis family xcept givin us pocket money…
then he dare 2ask money from me summore…wat la…at first dun wana give him de,but he wana take from mua mum,so i juz giv him mine la,pity my mum le,hav2 giv him money n hav2 pay 4all da fees summore….laz time he oredi took alot from us le,even mua sis de salary oso he took n use…nvr c any dad hu wil spend his own daughter earnings de le…
if reli no money then dun la gamble,one week he oredi spend around 100 for all da 4D n toto…i think dat if he dun gamble,then he shud b havin alot of extras la…
if he continue 2scold us 4no reason o doin stupid thgs lidat,its either i wil kill myself o i wil kill him la…reli duno how 2continue life wit him…
如果你很想要一样东西，就试着放它走；
如果它回来找你，就会永远属于你；
如果它不回来，那么它根本就不是你的。。。
偶然在CD堆里发现你当时送给我的那张CD，
也许它对你来说并不算什么，但它曾经让我深深的感动过。。。
听着CD里的歌曲，脑海里闪过一幕幕我们一起时的画面。。。
你对我的好，你对我的包容与谅解，令我怀念，感谢你让我有如此美好的回忆。。。
真的真的很后悔，因为我的冲动，我的任性，让我错过了你。。。
突然非常的想你，但是现在的我也只能
祝你幸福。。。
im back la…few dayz din touch my comp dy,reli miss my comp alot…haha…
‘trapped’ in da hospital 4few dayz dy,finally back 2 my own bed,miss mua bed2 la…
haiz…next time i dun dare 2simply eat anythg when i sick liao,muz take k..hehe..hospital is nt reli a gud place la…
but there is one thg i feel bad la…y other ppl hu recover from sickness wil bcum slimmer but im da opposite de?so unfair la,i tot i can b slimmer after tis de…hehe…
tis few dayz canot do anythg,juz rest on da bed n think alot la…im lookin 4ward 4new sem 2start but at da same time im scare2…reli duno wat i wan…i noe u guyz understand wat m i talkin la,but dun kill me 4tis..haha…u guyz noe im owaz lidat de…im siao dy la…
